have you ever put yourself at the other end of it all? pretend your me for a minute. loosing a friend is one thing, but when you see how differently they treat you than others? that's just spiteful.

It takes you by surprise, when all of a sudden, such a huge change occurs in such a short amount of time. However, sometimes it takes a while for it to kick in. I guess its just hit me, that I'm actually grown up now. Its time to end all the childish antics that i had once before. Ive realised that now, it is time for change, and i do have to change the way im living my life. I need to leave all of that behind, and start fresh. Start my new life, as the new Emma. Its time.