I'm fed up of being stuck in "limbo". I've got everything Ive ever wanted - so why am i not happier? what else could life bring me, to emotionally pull and lift me out of this stage. It's terrible. I look around, and all i see is everyone smiling and laughing. Whether its fake or not, it doesn't matter. Their still able to. I've had enough now. I'm going to have to come up with a remady, something i can do each time i start to feel upset. Hm...