I deleted a whole blog that i was writing. I guess I'm in a really fussy mood - i don't know. I feel weird today. One moment I'm completely ecstatic, and the next I'm on the edge of tears. It the most strangest sensation ever. The next few weeks are going to be horrible. I have to have a mini operation on my gum, another cervical cancer jab and several doctors appointments. I have a sense of writers block. I need food.