no sense of urgency. i'm lacking in everything i need. school work is getting on top of me, but i'm not doing anything about it. someone give me that first shove? maybe a second and third too...

seriously, shut the fuck up. you contradict yourself in everything you say, so don't make out your something you not.

Well, it's been a while since i've blogged, but i can rest now knowing coursework is out of the way :) Things are good right now, and i am feeling stronger. Lets hope this feeling lasts!

oh jesus christ. grow the fuck up. are you done with it all now? i really can't be bothered with you. start on me, i dare you. i'm not backing down to you now, now ive seen what your really like.

i'm so indecisive right now. i'm missing something, but i don't know what.

stressed out man. times moving too fast. i don't want to be in sixth form, doing my A levels. I dont want to be thinking about uni yet, and having to make that one important decision on what i want to be. I dont want to move out, and have to try and make it on my own. I dont want to get a job, and work to keep myself alive. Take me back to year five, please?

i don't want to play your games anymore. your mind tricks are driving me insane. i don't know what your goal is, but i don't want to stick around to find out. your more confusing than ever right now. i'm raising my white flag.

Ever have it where happiness bugs you? There are those moments where you feel so irritated with, just life in general, you tend to want people to be annoyed with you. It gets to the point when anyone that's not, and has this smile on their faces, just pisses you off even more. Sixth form has turned me into a monster.