I've been sat here, trying to think of what to write for a while now. The truth is, i don't know what to write, because i don't know what i feel. During the time when I'm with my friends, I'm at an ultimate high, and feel on top of the world. However, when I'm on my own, or even with my family, i start to feel down. I know why, its my mind. One negative thing triggers off another, and soon enough my whole head is filled with over-powering thoughts. When I'm out, so many conversations are flowing, that its impossible for a bad thought to slip in. However, when I'm alone, there's no barrier to stop them. That's the cause of my mood swings. That's the cause of everything. I think of myself to be a positive person, however my mind seems determined to bring me down. I don't have a bad life. Its not perfect, but who's is? So why do these thoughts continually seem to pull me down?! The worst part of it all, is that when I'm down, i stay down until someone breaks me free. Why, whenever I'm alone do all of these thoughts appear?